How I stopped blaming my mother for the way she raised me.

Hello internet. Yesterday I was trying to think about why I couldn’t verbalize my wants and dreams properly. I was getting teaching and performance gigs for dancing but i felt upset in my stomach. I was trying to do these visioning exercises, and mantras and for some reason they couldn’t stick. I felt that mentally, … Continue reading How I stopped blaming my mother for the way she raised me.

A job application to the universe: to become a lover

Dear me It’s still march 26 and i just finished watching call me by your name. And i wonder where i got this thirst for the written word, this engaged creativity of making masterful co-creation ? with an author and his characters ? i saw felt and breathed Elio falling in love. Turning a city … Continue reading A job application to the universe: to become a lover

Everything I needed to learn, I learned while partner dancing pt.1

Hi I’m Maria and I think partner dancing is a lot like capital Life. You can’t help but do it with other people; it’s supposed to be fun. Sometimes you lead, and sometimes you listen. And based on my experience, it can be really healing and a strangely confessional way of learning about yourself or … Continue reading Everything I needed to learn, I learned while partner dancing pt.1

Why millenials should spend time with Ancient people; alternatively- what i learned from my lola

Hello young ones, or young at heart! Ever had a bitchy day and you just had to rant your stress away to helpful, kind and patient ear ? YEah, I get that a lot, I happen to bestfriends with my grandmother and we let each other bitch about each other’s day to gain more perspective. … Continue reading Why millenials should spend time with Ancient people; alternatively- what i learned from my lola

How to use the FORCES OF HATRED to charge your potato clock/ use the power of the DARK FORCE; /and how to git gud @Shadow Work

Welcome young sith lord, tom riddle, apprentice of the dark arts. I hope you find yourself comfortable. Did you bring with you your dark ball of energy? Are you serious about comitting to the path of the scorpio and unmasking the ugliest parts of yourself? Yes. Excellent . Good. This will be a delicate and … Continue reading How to use the FORCES OF HATRED to charge your potato clock/ use the power of the DARK FORCE; /and how to git gud @Shadow Work

Meeting a soulmate, divine balance, a sister sign

Soulmates come in to your life to teach you, to show you aspects of yourself and how to grow. They weren’t exactly always romantic - but they are always important. I knew that to a rational extent, but only reflecting on it now did I realize how much truth there was in this statement. I … Continue reading Meeting a soulmate, divine balance, a sister sign

Suggestions for my future Self: 10.0 rituals that will make Life better.

You my dear heart has always been a well-spring of ideas. Today, this day of Spring, I store them in a box for you. For a cold winter day, when your soul feels lost at night. Pick a number, any number, and with a degree of faith read and do whatever feels right. You were … Continue reading Suggestions for my future Self: 10.0 rituals that will make Life better.