“Enlightenment is different from a healed personality”

Okay this is a real thing to chew on. If you haven't read amarastrand.com what the hell are you doing please go on over there and just consume and stare slack jawed at everything she writes and woven into her writing. Just please allow her perspective to transform you as she's transformed mine. But just … Continue reading “Enlightenment is different from a healed personality”

An open letter to the depressed

or: the letter I can't send my estranged cousin, because you make yourself feel worse when you see your younger cousin be more "ok" than you, and all I can do is love you through this distance.   hi. I'm not in your position, so who am I to talk? right?   welliloveyou, and I'm … Continue reading An open letter to the depressed

#suddenlypsychic so #TMI!!!

I don't usually want to use the term "psychic" since it comes with a lot of baggage, but I read auras so quickly and automatically now.. That they're no longer educated guesses but are visceral as the senses on my body - and boy, the truth isn't always so pretty. READ ON IF YOU CAN … Continue reading #suddenlypsychic so #TMI!!!

cool sleep+meditation prompts

you know those really popular ASMR vids, those lowkey roleplaying relaxation prompts that just makes you relaxed and release better.   so nice.   ahhh man. self-hypnosis is definitely one of those bucketlist things to learn and it's really just progressive relaxation to better reprogram your subconscious. DO THE SNAPPY THING. then count to 10! … Continue reading cool sleep+meditation prompts

you had a moment of enlightenment – and you’re terrified – I CAN RELATE.

IT’S OKAY. YOU’RE FINE. BREATHE. DO TEN BREATHS I KNOW YOU ARE QUESTIONING EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW DOUBTING EACH CONSTRUCT AND PERCEPTION YOU’VE EVER HAD AND TIME ITSELF AND YOU’RE FUCKING SCARED IT’S FINE. YOU. WILL. GET THROUGH THIS.   trackback: I did a bunch of really strong energetic upgrade codes while reading a book on … Continue reading you had a moment of enlightenment – and you’re terrified – I CAN RELATE.

how to HEAL YOURSELF using FANDOM

Have you ever been obsessed with a series ? a character ? a story? that it not ony makes you happy but disturbs you to your core and you don’t know why or what makes you keep going back and looking at fanart and browsing fanfiction, and being emotional and talking about it.. let me … Continue reading how to HEAL YOURSELF using FANDOM

#JUSTDROPIT #INSTANT!! RESULTS

There comes a time when you stress, angst and ponder over something so much it piles up, and this ONE. LASt, thing, become your tipping point, the last 30 pound bale that tips the whole boat over and you’re over it. you’re just done, you do the thing that you needed to do with zero … Continue reading #JUSTDROPIT #INSTANT!! RESULTS

What you want is closer than you think : 3 REAL LIFE EXAMPLES

OK so you’ve heard about the law of attraction - and how instantaneous the things you want come to you, if you just let go of all the baggage attached to it right ? It’s really hard to grasp at the start, and sound so out there, and messed up so let’s just do some … Continue reading What you want is closer than you think : 3 REAL LIFE EXAMPLES

What opening your third eye is actually like

Hi , okay so before I totally get into this, I want you to put ALL your ideas about third eyes opening and put it in a box . See it as vividly as possible with as much sensory perception as possible IN THIS BAx. THEN PUT IT VERY FAr AWAY. Good good, coool , … Continue reading What opening your third eye is actually like

how to TALK TO REALLY MAD PARENTS (aka my saradong christianong mom finding my tarot cards and how to convincingly say sorry)

I grew up in the Philippines, with your typical roman catholic god fearing household. which means my parents expect me in church, my mom prays the rosary - oh and oh yeah, anything related to the intuitive, tarot cards, crystals, energy healing, oracle cards, astrology, fengshui, you damn name it son, are pretty much the … Continue reading how to TALK TO REALLY MAD PARENTS (aka my saradong christianong mom finding my tarot cards and how to convincingly say sorry)