“Enlightenment is different from a healed personality”

Okay this is a real thing to chew on. If you haven't read amarastrand.com what the hell are you doing please go on over there and just consume and stare slack jawed at everything she writes and woven into her writing. Just please allow her perspective to transform you as she's transformed mine. But just … Continue reading “Enlightenment is different from a healed personality”

Why does an ALL-LOVING God allow bad things to happen ?

It took us a bit to get there, but one of the younger kids I mentor messaged me this via chat. Do you believe in God? I think it was an interesting conversation so I’ll post about it here somewhat abbreviated.   My answer to the first one was : yes, but not in the … Continue reading Why does an ALL-LOVING God allow bad things to happen ?

Absolutely free amazing things that noone seems to be availing of – papa universe

the sunset. I give you a mother fuckiung sunrise and sunset every time but you never even look at it. Clouds are nice as hell. how much time are you staring at clouds ?   i worked hard on those. deep relaxing breaths. I gave you gaddamn lungs right? You could ease up you neck … Continue reading Absolutely free amazing things that noone seems to be availing of – papa universe

Me and my 10,000 side projects; how to accept and integrate yourself when you have Too Many Passions and INTERESTS

Do you feel very strongly about multiple things ? Are you struggling with devoting time and commitment to each one, and left with NO TIME and MORE STRESS ? Do you have a hard time with long term planning because you have this FEAR OF MISSING OUT (aka FOMO) and also huge pits of regret … Continue reading Me and my 10,000 side projects; how to accept and integrate yourself when you have Too Many Passions and INTERESTS

The Big thing that changed everything in my 2017

It's no longer January but it's never too late to review and appreciate you learned from the past. Time, for the most part, is illusory and the things that happened during '2017' can seem both distant and just yesterday all at the same time. I just celebrated my birthday and I realized how so many … Continue reading The Big thing that changed everything in my 2017

A job application to the universe: to become a lover

Dear me It’s still march 26 and i just finished watching call me by your name. And i wonder where i got this thirst for the written word, this engaged creativity of making masterful co-creation ? with an author and his characters ? i saw felt and breathed Elio falling in love. Turning a city … Continue reading A job application to the universe: to become a lover

Everything I needed to learn, I learned while partner dancing pt.1

Hi I’m Maria and I think partner dancing is a lot like capital Life. You can’t help but do it with other people; it’s supposed to be fun. Sometimes you lead, and sometimes you listen. And based on my experience, it can be really healing and a strangely confessional way of learning about yourself or … Continue reading Everything I needed to learn, I learned while partner dancing pt.1

How to entertain multiple truths and finding YOUR truth

So this is basically to study the theory of relativity... Quantum physics. sounds complicated it’s not. You know that train problem they give you in physics class? How fast is it moving away from you? 12mph? What if you’re on it? 0mph What if you’re on parallel tracks, in ANOTHER train going 4mph, then that … Continue reading How to entertain multiple truths and finding YOUR truth