Are you really intuitive or do you have a C-PTSD coping mechanism? How to heal and form a healthy ego

Hi, I’m Maria and I consider myself quite spiritual and am a highly intuitive person. I’m also personally aware of how closely correlated my early childhood trauma and neglect (Childhood Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder or CPTSD) is to my skills in reading and attending to other people’s needs and having a bias towards what I consider [...]

Fair warnings and solutions for shroom trips that go sour

Hey wanwu! It’s been a long time since I’ve updated and sometimes I’m surprised by readers emailing me on this account.  I’m mostly active on my BTS (kpop group) x spirituality fan account : @diaryofyouth.bts so you can also hit me up there and check out the reels content and occasional course I put up [...]

What to do when you’ve awakened and you realize you’re privelaged AF

Hi you! I see you're reading this article and have gone through something that is usually dubbed as an awakening experience. You wake from what is often called the matrix, have a taste of the divine, and for some odd reason you're still in this lifetime, with an ego and a personality, with traits and [...]

What your BTS bias says about you

Hello, ARMY here, but also your regular resident psychic energy healer bitch here to deliver you some uncomfy truths but 200000% sureball healing. I deeply adore the presence of bangtan in this current lifetime as per they're really this genuine ball of energy, vulnerability and light that has a momentum that is just so UNPARALLELED. [...]

What to do when you’ve awakened and you still have trauma

Hi. This is a bit of a micro-blog as I'm not exactly sure where to put it but I'll have this up in my blog: What to do when you've awakened and you still have trauma. Okay, so you thought that you're glances of the other side, or a taste of enlightenment would magically fix [...]

MNL MAGICK: Mystic Magick Podcast

Hello wordpress! It's been a while since I've updated, and it's because I've been expounding on, doing the healing work, and holding space in other platforms -- specifically through a podcast w/ a dear shaman friend of mine named Jenni! If you like any of the articles that I've written here I would advice giving [...]

The last list you’ll ever need for therapy– how to self-hypnotize yourself out of damaging internal beliefs & trauma OR alternatively doing them w/ a friend

Hi! So we're Fucked. The world, with no exceptions, has all fucked us over to a certain degree. Wether it's capitalism, family inherited bullshit or just being born queer or black or from a previously colonized or plain poor area or state. LIFE is hard! And sometimes it feels so hard to process personal and [...]